I can't believe it's been a year and a half since leaving Nairobi. I don't look back enough to see how the Lord revealed himself to me. Reading the post I wrote on this day 2 years ago made realize my expectation of struggle: once a struggle has been wrestled through, you should never struggle with that again, right? How wrong I am. Most of the questions I wrote in that post, I am asking again. Is God good? When is going to be fed up with my sin, and finally let me go? My struggle to trust him wholely continues. In some ways this make me feel hopeless. Will there ever be a day that I wake up completely trusting the Lord, even for a minute of the day?
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